to my one and only:
I just want to feel safe in my own skin
I just want to be happy again
I just want to feel deep in my own world
But I’m so lonely I don’t even want to be with myself anymore
On a different day if I was safe in my own skin
Then I wouldn’t feel so lost and so frightened
But this is today and I’m lost in my own skin
And I’m so lonely I don’t even want to be with myself anymore
I just want to feel safe in my own skin
I just want to be happy again
What I choose to do is of no concern to you and your friends
Where I lay my hat may not be my home, but I will last on my own
’cause it’s me, and my life
It’s my life
Oh the world has sat in the palm of my hand not that you’d see
And I’m tired and bored of waiting for you and all those things you never do
’cause it’s me, and my life
It’s my life
But only brought more.
(so much more)
I’m dying,
And I’m pouring, crimson regret, and betrayal.
I’m dying,
Praying,
Bleeding,
Screaming.
Am I too lost to be saved ?
Am I too lost ?
My god! my tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.
My god! my tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.
Do you remember me ?
Lost for so long.
Will you be on the other side ?
Will you forgive me ?
I’m dying,
Praying,
Bleeding,
Screaming.
Am I too lost to be saved ?
Am I too lost ?
My god! my tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.
My god! my tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.
(return to me salvation)
(I want to die!)
My god! my tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.
My god! my tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.
My wounds cry for the grave.
My soul cries, for deliverance.
Will I be denied ?
Christ! tourniquet! my suicide.
